IN LIMBO

The space in-between

it feels like i'm in a filler episode

the episodes that build up to an epic climax

from practice to execution

from thinking to knowing

The stage of putting words to action

the anticipation of what to come

uncertainty clouds the air

it's the not knowing that kills me

Everything feels out of my control

"we plan and God laughs"

The external and internal pressure enough to make diamonds

it feels like there's always a hurdle to overcome

It gets hard differentiating emotions from reality

time flies but moments can feel infinite

Nobody talks about post-grad blues

being separated from the life you've created

in a way, school was an escape

it gave a certain freedom

it gave me purpose and i miss it

i also miss my boyfriend

i miss cuddling and going on dates

dreading long distance