In a general writing mood

It’s been a while since I have spilled my words on paper. It’s time to self reflect on my intimate conversations.

About Independence

I’ve come to realize the currents of life,

To appreciate the need of variants in moments

That  every season cannot be the same, it simply cannot

And it’s important to enjoy every moment and not just the ones that we look forward to

Enjoy the journey,

I say this because I remember dreaming of my independence, having all the things I have now

Desperately craving things that now feels mundane to me

I’ve suddenly gotten used to my prayers and now I have new prayers

If I just sit with this period instead of hurriedly rushing for another 

Maybe I’d find balance

About balance

The struggle between being and doing

Letting go of my severe urge to predict the future

Realizing that every season must occur to make way to the next 

Knowing when to let go and when to hold on

Standing firm in what I believe in,

No regrets, only lessons

Following my internal compass

Being non-judgmental with self

Confident with humility

Understanding the humanness of humanity

About Solitude

I’ve spent so much time with myself at this point

Self reflecting

Showing myself genuine unadulterated love

The love I craved from a lover and in turn manifesting it

I am becoming the love my inner child needs

In a way, I parent myself

I learned to teach myself

Nurture my peace, fill my soul with positivity

Of course, I still crave affection

I just have other ways of receiving it, outsourcing if you will

Still falling in love with people, in the way I fall in love with myself

About Creativity

I yearn for creation

I am a woman, anyway, 

It is in my nature to create

To express that which I cannot say

To pour my unfiltered sentiments into paper 

To live without bounds

To be free, 

To have a reference for my existence 

The divinity of nature, the ultimate creation

Inspired by love and loss

I desire to invent, 

To alchemize

I am a woman, anyway,

It is in my nature